Changes

"Sometimes a change can make a different in your life", well that is what mama always remind me of if I'm off my mood and normal condition.

YES. I guess I do need to make some changes. First of all let me start with my B. Well sure it's hard to let him go but..babe..I'm thru you.. Sorry. 

You are one in a million. 

If you're the one for me I'm sure I'll be yours. So..What's next huh??

Let me see..What about changing class? ERRrr..Maybe..

To all my fellow classmates..Sorry..one of the reason I have decided to change class is..

ereeemm..well, I want to meet new friends..

For sure one fine semester Ill be back in our class..Hope everyone manage to clear all the paper for this sem! Wish you all the best..Oh! Keep praying for me too! =) Asking me which class would I choose for this coming year..neeah it would be a SURPRISE!

oh well then I'm off for now and sorry for a very short and brief blog as I have Finals coming up. But Ill continue my writing..maybe next month! duh -.-

Makes Me Smile

He's the only one that can make me smile whenever I'm in KBM. He's informal act full with unconditional loves that spreads have manage to enlighten me up. Ive been through like hell this whole month..especially throughout this semester. Maybe I don't get to fit in well yet.  When shall I manage to fit in well then? hurmmm?? Maybe next year insyaallah*

Ive been crying ever since I've stepped into Degree life. Life is sure like hell..with loads of assessment, quizzes, tests, and presentation every single day made my life feels like a drought.  My bestie, Dila has been helping me a lot through out this semester. Who says Accounts is easy? I'm suffering enough that feels like quitting! Dila, Sincerely helping me whether I'm under stressed or in a normal condition. Without her I don't think Ill be able to survive. She does play an important role in helping me through out this year especially confronting me in continuing my studies in Accounts.

What else does makes me smile? not to forget my friends..thanks to all for always support me no matter what. I'm sorry for all the nags and complaint that I've thrown onto you. Only Allah can repay your good deeds. ;)) May Allah blessed you! Babe I don't think I can think straight without all of you. Ever since I'm in Malacca it hard for me to spill out all my hard feeling to my mom, dad or even to my other 2 siblings. Gosh!! Missed home soo much now ;((

Oh! I am blessed to have such a wonderful house mates! To all; Iqa, Dee, Qis, Shy, Sai, Ty, Marnie, Naz and Aisya..thank you. Special gratitudes to Qis and Naz for understanding me better. I'll sure miss all of you next year! Love all of you.

**Even I will be smiling form far after I have heard his voice from far..really missed you A**

Wish that you were here ;p

At Kenny's

Every one is siting at their own desk..some are doing assignment, some are playing with games, while others were just chit chatting among them..All of a sudden Iqa brought an idea of having fun on the weekend.. Actually we did planned it before Ramadhan itself but seems every one is packed with their assessment and quizzes..so it was postponed. After almost every one agrees to join they we suggest to just loitering around Mahkota Parade and Dataran Pahlawan. ;))


So the day came and every one was excited..however Iqa, Dee and Shy could not attend..only the rest can make it..but it was fun and worth it after all.. If only everyone can can make it I'm sure it would be quite a blast! But we are looking forward for the next gathering maybe next year!  This picture here were taken before we get our meals. Every one was filled with smiles.

Aisya, Marnie, Qis, Sai, Naz & Ty

We arrived around late evening right after asar..Qistina drove the car that we borrowed from her senior Kak Ella thank youuuu akak! So all together there was 7 of us in that car..pity Marnie she had no seat..so I suggest that she can sit on my lap since she was the smallest among all of us. It took us about 10 minutes to finally arrive! 

Ty's Kenny

Once we arrived everyone was starving to death since we did not take any breakfast or even lunch just to save money for Kenny's. The food was deee-licious and scrumptious. My stomach was damn full lah! Later on some want to go for karaoke while others want to go for shopping..so we went on separate ways..

Dira, Saidatul & Naz

Ty, Sai & Me

We decided to go for some snapshots since next semester most of us will be in a separate houses..so since Ty has brought up her camera, we take turns on taking photographs. Only after 10 pm we decided to head back home as we had an 11 pm curfew since we are staying in a hostel..but before headed home we manage to grab some food at Mac Donald's for some tidbits.  

Can I Get..Get..Get..

Can I get to know you better? 


I've listened to this song over, and over again..sang by Junior Senior..whom I don't even know who they are? or where do they actually from? seriously I don't know. But the only thing I know is..they actually do exists and their song is superb! Haaa! 


The very first time I listen to this song, it was quit a nuisance but later on I was hooked on it.. Maybe due to it's catchy lyrics.. as it was repeated over and over again. and so i made it as my ring tone.waaaalllah! :D


Anyhow if only it is a simple process to get to know someone just like what the lyrics have said before than it would be very easy..unfortunately life is not that simple. 


If someone approach me and ask this question..
I would probable answer.. take a second chance on me and you'll understand.


Knowing other people is not really my major part..however I would like to take a chance in knowing someone at would probable be my life partner in the future..lol! :)) 

Raya Oh Raya ;))

Raya only come once a year..alhamdulillah I manage to celebrate it this year..
However this year like the previous year before I celebrate it with my family in Puchong, Klang, Putrajaya, Subang and of course my lovey dovey kampung situated very near to my house in Kampung Baru only ;))


hahaaa! This Raya my text books, assignments and calculator have been besides me all the while..they could not let me go! haish ;(


Lucky for me even I stayed at home rather than loitering around to celebrate raya I managed to get loaaads of money..haa.siapa kata duduk rumah tak boleh dapat duit rayaa? dapat je! 


The best part is, since my siblings (they are actually younger than me) looks much..much more matured than me they get less money than I did. Some even misunderstood as they taught I am the youngest! 
ahahaa..sorry nana. ;p


Anyhow..I could not spend my mid holidays+ eid with my friends as I need to head back to Malacca early. To Syahida Johan, Nabila Elham, Syerie Rahayu Zulkiflie, Khairunnisa Iryani M.Nasir, Farah Atikah Mat Johan, Hanis Japri, Nurul Ain Kamal, Atikah Zakaria, Hana Suhailah, ,Najwa, & Iznie Syazwanie I'm sorry as could not meet with all of you this raya..maybe..next year insyaallah..


Eh..how about Raya Haji? hehee ;) Please wait up for me yaaaw!. Hugs..

I melts

Just like how the structure of an ice-cream melts, i do sometimes melts too..
as when he look into my eyes and smile back at me..arghh..what a wonderful feeling. Doesn't have to talk..just a simple smile would just make my heart beat beats faster up to 10 billion times than the normal procedure would.

If only i could tell him how i felt but..
Gosh he's a married man..HAHHA..i could easily hear my mom shouting from far.."Apa laki orang" hahah..lucky for his wife to get him first.

Personally at first he doesn't act like the way he used to be..but somehow..
after a few weeks later he has shown his true colours..obviously..somewhat all his characteristic and personality has managed to capture my eyes and my heart. I was stunned at first about how he acts in front of us,(he suddenly feel shy and hid under his jacket) oh that act can sometimes be sooo cute.


I felt like pinching his cheek as if he is a toddler because i barely couldn't stand his cuteness.. Plus he reminds me of somewhat of my crush.but much..much more older.it's interesting to meet some one that has quite a lot of resemblance on the outside(physically) but from the inside totally different characteristic.

Either way..he makes me melts due to his attitudes,& cuteness,..
I can say i really wish that my crush had his personality..than he would be perfect.AHHAHA.but like otherwise nothing in this world is perfect..
and every one will not get all the things he/she wants as there are others who would prevent it from happening.

i've been blessed!

first i would like to shout it loud to atyn..

"babe thank youuu..thank you!"

hehe..yesterday she send us (aimi farhana, farah adrina, dila shahrir plus me) to our college with her car..OMG.omg..it's been like ages since ive been in malacca..iv got the opportunity to sit in a car..aaaah! how nice..the seat, breezy air cond, the smooth journey..alhamdulillah we got home safely!

and then even today, she send me & aimi to MC..hehe..wink..wink! i felt very..very blessed to hv a friend like her.. ;)) Oh guess wht.. the only passenger in the bus was only the both of us..would you believe that huh? it felt like a crap at first but (yelah where got only 2 passenger in a bus before maa),, yeeaaah..

it's truee lol.. only us! hahahah.. aimi said: "felt like we're the VVIP" hehee :)) soo guys..i would recommend it to you..after ths to KL take Jebat bus ok? cheap + comfy + super clean + safe journey..2 thumbs up! to all my hse mates back in malacca..

"pls take care of our hse" + to all my classmates..hppy booring weekands back there! haha

I would say, Malacca would be a tottaly different experienced i had if i compared it to Segamat.

I've been in Segamat for the past 3 years studying DIA. Even tough at first i called it as part of my living hell due to the surrounding of that place..urgh..its seem like im in a cowboy town! Imagine you are force to live in a middle of a place that is surrounded only with lots and lots of trees.

But later on,, it seems that living hell turns out to make me feel like im part of it and of course i admit that i really miss that place badly. Maybe iv been too attached with the loudspeaker & friendly classmates of mine, my understanding ex-roomates, all the "pakcik" and "makcik" at the uptown and not to be forgetten all the nagging plus the screams of my lectures for the past 3 solid years.

My mom was right about one thing. She told me that the more i hate at some thing, later on i would deeply missed it much more that I have hated it. Well it's true, mom always right.

On the other hand as when i first stepped into the campus (KBM) all the warm welcoming given by the seniors, staff and lecturers really make me feel at ease. where ever i go i know that im part of uitm no matter where am i. Malacca would be my new journey of my degree life. Meanwhile Segamat would be my past that i would keep it forever.