I melts

Just like how the structure of an ice-cream melts, i do sometimes melts too..
as when he look into my eyes and smile back at me..arghh..what a wonderful feeling. Doesn't have to talk..just a simple smile would just make my heart beat beats faster up to 10 billion times than the normal procedure would.

If only i could tell him how i felt but..
Gosh he's a married man..HAHHA..i could easily hear my mom shouting from far.."Apa laki orang" hahah..lucky for his wife to get him first.

Personally at first he doesn't act like the way he used to be..but somehow..
after a few weeks later he has shown his true colours..obviously..somewhat all his characteristic and personality has managed to capture my eyes and my heart. I was stunned at first about how he acts in front of us,(he suddenly feel shy and hid under his jacket) oh that act can sometimes be sooo cute.


I felt like pinching his cheek as if he is a toddler because i barely couldn't stand his cuteness.. Plus he reminds me of somewhat of my crush.but much..much more older.it's interesting to meet some one that has quite a lot of resemblance on the outside(physically) but from the inside totally different characteristic.

Either way..he makes me melts due to his attitudes,& cuteness,..
I can say i really wish that my crush had his personality..than he would be perfect.AHHAHA.but like otherwise nothing in this world is perfect..
and every one will not get all the things he/she wants as there are others who would prevent it from happening.